My mommy told me...

She said for me to write..but i dont know what..i know she wants me to bring it all out, but why? why mother why? Seems like my parents' midlife crisis has reached me and i am now in my quarter-life crisis! i dont know where i am going, i know where i want to go, but i dont know how to get there, and eventhough i knew, i do not know what i want. I find my country dissapointing, i believe this will be a transition country forever, so why stay here and try to change it? after all i have to look for myself first. I feel lost sometimes, i feel that i am not living my life, but it is not that i am not ejoying, it is not about that...it is about being in the wrong place maybe, or not living to my full potential, everybody knows that i am a sleeping dragon, and i want to wake it up. I want to be everything i can be, from great son and boyfriend, to amazing goalie and legendary entrepreneur......
My mind sometimes takes walks....it wanders around reality and the universe...i want to walk with it, i want to grow physically, mentally, financially and spiritually....i believe in the doctrin of harmony. I think many people go on the extreme to many sides, but i want to live in the middle of everything, where it all balances out, yet that doesnt mean being mediocre like i was before...ok peleli arrived..i will keep writing later